Ugh, this hits

I’ve got a lesson today, that is actually as much for me as it might be for you.

Because I’ve been dealing with a personal relationship that just isn’t working… and saying “it’s ok” – when it really isn’t.

Because I’m scared to say what needs to be said.

Scared to get it wrong.

To be ridiculed or shamed or gaslit.

To be told I’m too sensitive and to stop making problems.

Like I’ve been told in this relationship for a very long time.

But the more I don’t say anything, the more I am agreeing to something that is damaging for me.

And teaching myself to negate what I feel.

I’m getting to a breaking point bc I don’t do this sh*t anymore.

It’s time for a change.

So wish me luck – or maybe you have some solidarity or words or wisdom and love for me?

I’m in it with you.

xx
Michelle